Just when you think you got a grip on all of lifes struggles….mine mostly pain related….you get sucker punched with something else. I have an awful kidney infection, that could be potentially serious…am on yet ANOTHER round of antibiotics. My kidneys hurt so bad I can barely walk today. There is a possiblility there could be a stone involved as well. All I know is I HURT. Pain is of course VERY familiar to me…it seems that there isn’t much on my body that does not have some level of pain in it lately. I am waiting for a call from a urologist, gotta go have a bunch of stupid tests done. Hmm….what does that mean? MORE MEDICAL BILLS that I cannot afford!!! My GOD does it ever end? I’ve had a continuous UTI since last Summer…been on so many antibiotics I can’t remember em all. I shoulda went and been tested long ago I guess…let it go too long. Trying to stop racking up bills. Kept working right on through all the pain…when I knew I needed to see a specialist. Such is my life.
It’s just unreal! Screw it. I give. I am gonna go put the heatpad on my back and take a plethora of pills and give up on this stupid day.